It’s been incredibly hard for me after my mom passed away. She was such a positive, fun person, who loved me unconditionally all my life. She was the only one who had my back for over 40 years (and I had hers!). I didn’t even have a loyal friend besides her until 2017/18.
My main struggle has been HOW to enjoy life without her? How do go on with enthusiasm? How do I stand up and take the position of matriarch for my small family of 3, when she did it so well for a much larger group?
My blood family has fallen away, all with their own agendas which do not include me, and I fell into a hole, which I saw no way out of. I felt alone, abandoned and unsupported, despite a handful of friends sending me love and encouragement.
A week ago though, my mothers spirit and the rest of my guides went into action. “Project Pull Sam Out of the Hole”.
Extraordinary blessings have been placed, massive upgrades completed, more new friends coming into my life.
Yesterday was my first step back onto solid ground and I can see the sun from here. 🌼🌞🌸 Now I just need to start walking.
Just checking in on you. Hope you’re doing well and are successfully being “pulled out of the hole”. ♥️
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Thank you for your kind words! 😁💖🌼 I’m doing a lot better these days thanks to Keys to Freedom and doing some more decorating in areas of the home that made me sad. Hoping to be able to make some new YouTube videos soon!
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I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending my condolences.
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Thank you so much! 🙏🏼💖
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So sorry to hear of your Mum’s passing. Grief is overwhelming and everyone has to find their own way through it, as hard as it might be. How wonderfully blessed you are to have Spirit to connect with. Your Mum won’t be far. Be well.
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Thank you for your kind words! 💖🙏🏼💖
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So sorry to hear of your Mum’s passing. grief is overwhelming,and everyone finds their way through it I.
How wonderfully blessed you are to have Spirit
connect with. Be well.
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Thank you so much 💖🙏🏼
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“Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end”.
You love your mom. Your thoughts are valid. Your here for a reason. You have such great strength and wisdom! Never give in! Sending BIG LOVE and LIGHT. Blessed Be.
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Thank you so much! 💗💗💗
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I am very sorry for your loss…..❤❤❤🙏
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Thank you 💗💗💗
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